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2 ways to look at this.

either, i have changed and for now feel good in the state i'm in. so i do not see the point in trying to change 'back' to fit any of your impression of me. i'm talking in general crowd so no worries, i'm not targetting you.

or, nothing happened so far. just that i've seen many more things for now and still experiencing it. no harm, i feel. why restrict yourself when you have the right to flow and go with life?

change? i dun understand how i've 'changed'.
tried lookin at it from your point of view but i feel it doesnt make sense. everything is still the same. school, work and a temporal addition.
you are probably talking in terms of environment and perspective?
i always had such thoughts, all along.
and everyone knows this. i dunno how come it doesnt ''work'' here.

i going to say this.
i have not changed.
i have failed to see your perspective, perhaps enlightening me might help.
i don't want people to think this way
i just want to share what i've seen with you guys but unfortunately it's not working well.

i actually find difficulty in communicating with you all these days. honestly.why? i don't know. everytime i try to speak, i have to hesitate.

My friends from high school
Married their high school boyfriends
Moved into houses in the same ZIP codes
Where their parents live

But I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

I hit the highway in a pink RV with stars on the ceiling
Lived like a gypsy
Six strong hands on the steering wheel

I've been a long time gone now
Maybe someday, someday I'm gonna settle down
But I've always found my way somehow

By taking the long way
Taking the long way around
Taking the long way
Taking the long way around

I met the queen of whatever
Drank with the Irish and smoked with the hippies
Moved with the shakers
Wouldn't kiss all the asses that they told me to

No I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

It's been two long years now
Since the top of the world came crashing down
And I'm getting' it back on the road now

But I'm taking the long way
Taking the long way around
I'm taking the long way
Taking the long way around
The long
The long way around

Well, I fought with a stranger and I met myself
I opened my mouth and I heard myself
It can get pretty lonely when you show yourself
Guess I could have made it easier on myself

But I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

Well, I never seem to do it like anybody else
Maybe someday, someday I'm gonna settle down
If you ever want to find me I can still be found

Taking the long way
Taking the long way around
Taking the long way
Taking the long way around

If you are Wolverine, what would you do with his claws?
I'd learn how to be a sushi chef. It's got to be handy 'cause I love sashimi. It must be very convenient you know... six blades, cut all at one once.

omg, Hugh Jackman. i love you.

HAHA.
people change, don't they.

at first the things we do somewhat drifts everything apart.
it is only after the thoughts and it seems and feels like,
people start geting back to you, as though nothing happened.

also,
the opinions of others seem to change the moment life's unexpected turns twists you around. 2 words, what the. ? i'm not suprised. i watched this movie once and i really agree with that very line coming from the thoughts of the lead actress. all in all, i can only say conservative. i said this many times before, i'm not good at convincing. but what the fuck, you just dont get it.it's not like i cannot see from your point of view.

i'm close. but not close enough, to feel the thrill, to feel the edge.
hmm, i'm feeling both pissed and bored.OH, HELL'S KITCHEN LAST EPISODE NOW.

the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me


a little bit of this
and a little bit of that
who knew fun came in mini size

yesterday was cool. Kaz asked me to get him a suprise dinner and i got scared. cos i din know what he like. got him nasi lemak, niz's advice. i hope he was genuinely happy wih the dinner..hmm
anyway, i learnt that chef simon's got a bike! and i love bikes! and he says i can get on his bike! .... i think when i tell people, they have a small impression that it's like wat, a date? no please. its not. i'm making it clear and i wont repeat that.

omg, Alonso!!!! i saw your car spinning out and you got back on track! this race in Sepang sucks. but its so cool seeing what happens when a monsoon comes and suspends the race. J Button won, i think he did a fine job. i look forward to Shanghai's race.

ughhhh. nothing to blog alr.

It's like a circle that don't ever end


HEADLINES: FERNANDO ALONSO IS 6TH. KIMI WAS INDEED A DISAPPOINTMENT. SORRY DENISE, BETTER LUCK IN MALAYSIA EH? THE NICEST PART OF THE RACE WAS THE ''FIGHT'' BETWEEN VETELL AND WHO WAS THAT, KUBICA? YEAH. FINISHING IN WITH 3 TIRES WAS NOT BAD. HAHA
sunday's a slack day to work. but yesterday was alright. more people came in due to the Ethan Hawke play by Sam Mendes. gosh, if Kate Winslet came along, i'll definitely call in sick and look for her in the esplanade!! haha.

there's nothing much to blog lately. i just look forward to the F1. i need to save money..i need to get inside the pitlane...ughh!!! anyone? please get me into the pitlane tour thing!!! i'll really love you man.

No more trouble in my soul
No more time to make me whole
So today I try to tell you
I'll be on my way
Show me where the answers are
Show me where the truth forgives

In my head I've tried to reason
I'll be on my way
Some say, the road is clear
Some say confront your fear
Why do people always change
When memories always stay the same

reality is nice enough to let me know
history is not repeating itself.
now i wait to see what happens.
and i look forward to it



HAHA. SET OUT TO MEET AMANDA IN THE EVENING AND CHILLED AT STARBUCKS WITH VENTI CARAMEL FRAPS! this happened because we were going to gobi's house. since he's been bragging so muuch about his fishys in his house, i wanted to see his fishys. and of course, company was included.

one thing, gobi doesnt shut the door when he leaves. i was..amused by that. haha. there's only the gate and u see mini candles around the house. about 10 of us entered his house and settled down pretty quickly. i was still looking forward to seeing fishys and I SAW AND MY GOSH. HAHA, YOU HAVE TO BE THERE TO LIKE THE WHOLE FASCINATION HE'S GOT. fishys were pretty big. aerowanas. whatever the spelling. crickets. worms. and FROGS. ugh.
pretty cool stuff we were doin there: taboo with almost everyone, jenga with amanda, sufien and alfean. everyone ate the gobi's mussels; joel says its a must try. i dun really like mussels but i like the marinate:D watching fishys was the nicest things to do. just sit there and stare..
hours in the morning were rather nice. sleep clock flipped 180 and it feels different.

anyway. did i mention that was friday??the first few hours of the day.
gobi's got a nice house, too bad its too small. but wtf, so fucking inconvenient. walked fucking far...

work work work is all that's occupying the month. yesterday we've got the Earth Hour thing and bartenders played with fire, it was so cool and the public watched from the outside and never came in. damned... as 7 april draws nearer, i'm terrified. today i hear its about 700 guests in a night. ohjoy, how to survive you tell me. and there's a competition for the part timers.7 april could just be my last day. i learnt 1 thing this week..randomly: God answers prayers. HAHA.

please tell me what is taking place
cos i cant seem to find a trace
guess it must have got erased somehow